2 posts tagged “hot”

Honestly, I really don't know what to do with myself anymore. In about 8 months I'll be on my own. I always wanted to leave home and run away before, but now that I'm older- and it's time for me to leave; I realize that I'm really not ready to be on my own. I'm never going to be able to pay for college and rent. I'll probably never be able to leave home, which will be awful. So I'll be stuck in this mad house forever?

Today me and my best freind were taking the train home, (lately we've been talking about our future) it came down to the same conversation we usually have, what's going to happen when we're in college. I'm pretty sure she'll get into a really good college, maybe even a ivy league, but me- i might not even get into any college. I'm not even sure what I want to do in the future!

So she tried figuring out what I was good at, and you know what that was? NOTHING! I'm good at nothing at all. My best freind couldn't even figure out what I'm good at, and that's just sad. I'm a pathetic looser wasting space on earth.

I haven't written in a long time. I didn't really study for the SAT's as much as I thought I would. I did ok though. On the essay I wrote about Britney Spears. The essay was about fame. School is closing soon. My best freind and I did get the job at Department of Finance. It's only for 6 weeks. Due to budget cuts they lowered our salaries. :(  It's ok, atleast we have a job.
It is extremely hot outside. It's 99 degrees Fahrenheit. It's much worse here in New York, We already have a lot of people-and the crowds make it hotter than it should be.
I'm glad summer is here, but I would like i if it was cooler.