http://eshita.vox.com/library/posts/page/1/ My dreams are bursting at the seams. en Vox Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:02:20 -0500 Copyright 2009 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://eshita.vox.com/library/post/the-truth-is.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(Eshita) http://eshita.vox.com/library/post/the-truth-is.html?_c=feed-rss http://eshita.vox.com/library/post/the-truth-is.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 21 Dec 2009 12:02:20 -0500 You either want to be known as someone who's done something or you actually want to do something. They're not the same. Im realizing now more than ever that I am so afraid to grow up. 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