http://eshita.vox.com/library/posts/page/1/ My dreams are bursting at the seams. en Vox Wed, 04 Nov 2009 23:29:54 -0500 Copyright 2009 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://eshita.vox.com/library/post/im-just-of-one-those-ghosts.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(Eshita) http://eshita.vox.com/library/post/im-just-of-one-those-ghosts.html?_c=feed-rss http://eshita.vox.com/library/post/im-just-of-one-those-ghosts.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 04 Nov 2009 23:29:54 -0500 I love so much and think so little. Spend my time doing, instead of contemplating. I mean, I think enough, I just don't over do. I think that's why I'm so happy. 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